Descibe an interation with someone that could have gone better. Whst is the ideal way that it would have played back?
I think my friendship with Eunice could have gone better . She was triggered by the world and her body image and I shared about mine, so we commiserated about how we were treated, but she was and still is beautiful about her bangin’ bod. I have a fuller, fleshier body that isn’t accepted by the world. Large, sagging breasts to my waits, a big belly, cellulite, and a funky looking butt. I am sexy to some but not all. However, what I lack on the outside, on the inside I am pretty amazing. I have to realize that bodies just ARE and every body is different. I don’t like mine but I don’t have to assault it with the hatred I did and Eunice fed my body hatred and I felt I could vent about it to her. She did that to the world. She got sick of it and unfriended me. I should have come to terms with the fact that I am unattractive on the inside and my beauty is from the inside. Maybe I should have accentuated that more than the big boobs that fetishists want to suckle and make me cringe. I am more than my boobs, people. My soul and kidness make up for the fat body, big boobs, and ugly face. Despite it all, I have friends and I have a good life. Being ugly isn’t a curse! I should have owned my ugly earlier!! I should have not given into her body hatred. I should have just brushed it off and not fed the fire as in the end, I got burned.